Challenging one’s past

July 7, 1986

But now you see when you reach a certain state then you should not allow anything of the past to come back. I would even suggest to give a challenge to the past….

So, you have to challenge the past…. Ah, now let’s see what was the past, “Oh that one was, that one was, all right let’s see that, gone to waste, finished, good for Nothing” – like that. Then you are fixed into this point. But even if you are afraid of the past, to look at it, “Oh God”, and you feel funny or you get angry with yourself or you feel upset about it – then yet you have not reached the point. So now you have to see it that you are at a distance, that’s why you are seeing it. Nothing can touch you.

So the judgment will come from you to yourself, “Am I still involved in the past that was last, that was yesterday, is finished now? Am I even now bothered about it?” And your Mother will also sometimes test you on that. Sometimes I may remind you of some mistake of yours and then see what happens to you. And then I will know where are My children. Now you have become the fruit, which is ripe. So why should you worry about things which you are not anymore? Now if you have become a full-fledged bird why should you worry about the egg that used to smell so badly? So this is the attitude one must have towards oneself, the confidence within yourself. So that’s how you challenge your past.

Becoming aware of the Divine

July 7, 1984

So one has to understand that you become the truth, means your awareness itself becomes aware of Divine. That your central nervous system, or you can say that your brain evolves to that state that you can feel the vibrations. That’s one thing. Then you can not only feel the vibrations but you can discern them, you can find out whether these are good vibrations or bad vibrations. Then you can also say whether these vibrations are partial or full vibrations from the person, if the person has got some sort of a disease or a trouble, you can without knowing a word about medicine, you can say this person is suffering from such and such diseases.

Imagine the computer that we are, we are really the greatest computer that anybody can produce. Human beings can’t produce this computer. The one they have produced is just a copy of this which is not such a great copy also, because this computer sees something and knows this is this, it doesn’t think. Can you think of a computer which doesn’t think? Just without thinking it knows, And that’s the computer we are. Now this great computer of our brain which just sees and knows, feels and knows, smells and knows, this special computer becomes a greater, we can say subtler instrument which knows the divine, which feels the divine, which understands the divine and can manoeuvre it, it can manoeuvre it.